Heart and Mind

Never before have I been facing such a huge conflict of my heart and my mind. Why cant they both just agree on the same thing ??...Why do they always have different opinions?? One supports emotions, the other supports practicality. Its so difficult to know who's right and who's wrong!!
The Heart will show me all the good memories and say "This is what you want, take my side", then
The Mind will show me all the bad memories and say "This is what you don't want, so take my side"
How do i now decide what i want and what i dont want??!!
My heart reaches out for him, wants to be with him all day, wants to hear his loving voice, then my mind comes into picture....and threatens me with the future, telling me that practically its not right....you can't be with him!!
I feel so torn....there's so much chaos....
I wish my heart and my mind decide amongst themselves which is the better option and take the decision for me........m tired of choosing......m just gonna wait untill they arrive at a conclusion!!!!




p.s.- i dint mention his decision.....he does'nt want me!!.....so i guess the mind has an advantage here!!

He's the one

 I was walking through life
without any clue
When one day I met you
out of the blue
And that's when,
My heart said..."He's the one for you"



My heart grew fonder
my curiosity grew
Unknowingly I came too close to you
And that's when,
My heart said..."He's the one for you"



You brought smile on my face
my sorrows were few
I became completely dependent on you
And that's when,
My heart said..."He's the one for you"



Forever in my life
I wanted to be with you
Now I could not live without you
And that's when,
My heart said..."He's the one for you"



Situations have changed
I no longer have you
Life has parted, me from you
But still,
My heart says..."He's the one for you"

POSITIVITY

 

 'Life' as they say is not fair..and I have had my share of unfairness served to me. I have questioned, "why me?", have had regrets, "I should'nt have done that", have lost my precious possesions "plz dont go away", have cried for days at a stretch "I dont wana let go", have even begged "plz come back", have even hoped against hope "Everything will be back to how it was"....and then.....I'd had enough. I dont want this. I dont want to live like this, crying and moping. I wanted to be happy. I wanted to be at peace from within.

The moment this thought crossed my mind something woke up in me. I somehow found strength.....amidst all this negativity....there it was, a small ray of positive thought. I held on to it...and my strength grew!! It was then that I began to observe. The more I cried, I found thousands of reasons to cry even more. The more I was sad, there appeared many more reasons to make me sadder. Thats when I decided...I wanted to be happy and guess what, now I find thousands of reasons to be happy!! Life has so much to offer...its upto us what we choose to have. Happiness and sadness are all the creations of our mind. No one wants to be sad, its just that people donot realise that its upto them to choose whether they want to be all weepy or all cheerful. I've chosen the happier path and now i have truck loads full of reasons to be happy!! Now i walk with my head held high and a smile on my face coz i know life is beautiful!! Why waste time crying for something you have lost? Instead, feel happy and content with what you have. Looking all around you, we realize there are people facing much worse than us. This makes me value what I have even more. Such is the power of positivity that when you are positive all the right things happen to you. I have now made it a point to shoo away all those negative thoughts that creep into my mind and replace them with positivity. I have finally taken control of my life. Its now upto me to make it even more beautiful!!