Heart and Mind

Never before have I been facing such a huge conflict of my heart and my mind. Why cant they both just agree on the same thing ??...Why do they always have different opinions?? One supports emotions, the other supports practicality. Its so difficult to know who's right and who's wrong!!
The Heart will show me all the good memories and say "This is what you want, take my side", then
The Mind will show me all the bad memories and say "This is what you don't want, so take my side"
How do i now decide what i want and what i dont want??!!
My heart reaches out for him, wants to be with him all day, wants to hear his loving voice, then my mind comes into picture....and threatens me with the future, telling me that practically its not right....you can't be with him!!
I feel so torn....there's so much chaos....
I wish my heart and my mind decide amongst themselves which is the better option and take the decision for me........m tired of choosing......m just gonna wait untill they arrive at a conclusion!!!!




p.s.- i dint mention his decision.....he does'nt want me!!.....so i guess the mind has an advantage here!!

MOOD SWINGS

Everyone experiences mood swings m sure!! They are really bad ....u cant stick to your decisions because of them. My mood changes drastically from one day to another!!! I make one decision today and m adamant on sticking to it...but the very next day....m like..what made me decide that!! Does any such thing as 'stabilty of mind' even exists???
One day i am the happiest person on earth....

then the very next day....i want to be left alone...

 

then again one day m full of positivity.....

and another day.....i feel like a loser !!

Then comes  a day when i am in complete bliss...peaceful and serene....

and the very next day i am crying my heart out......

one day m all loving and caring....


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again another day i lash out at everyone!!..

Today however i am in one of my good moods....

Today I am full of hopes for a bright future :)

who knows what my mood is gonna be like 2mrw!! These mood swings wont end m sure....they are a part of the ups and downs of life......m trying to get used to them....and i know now....that after every bad mood there surely is a good mood lined up!!