My Lost Love

You gave me everything I ever wanted,

I always thought I was getting more than I deserved

I was so grateful to god that he gave me you

But I never said that I was leaving you!!

You made me feel special you made me feel great

And for all of that I love you till date

I never got bored my feelings never faded

You were very special for me

Are even now and will always be, this will not change.

I know my words seem hollow I know they seem frail

but they come from my heart, I wish you could tell.

I noe that I’ve hurt you, I noe I’ve caused u so much pain

But that was never my intent and today I feel so much ashamed

I am still the same girl u fell in love with nuthin in me has changed

All that has changed is your love and feelings for me

And its your perspective that has changed.

I wish I cud do something to make things as they were

But I feel so helpless alone and so shattered!!

Each pain that your heart suffers pierces daggers in mine

Never before have I experienced such pain in my life.

I noe u hate me I noe u don’t want me anymore

But dis heart still holds on refusing to let go.

I wish I could show you how much I love you..

But I’ve lost my chance and wont get another go.

The Withering Tree

The tree of my life was rich and green

But suddenly there were fierce winds to be seen

The climate changed color

To affect my tree’s palor

The sun bore down and left my tree only brown

The fruits of love were squashed and mashed

And now everything resembled a big huge mess.

 Yet the roots were strong,

And they have been holding my tree all along

It still stands there, barren and bare

Hopes held high

This time will soon fly by

But deep down inside my tree has broken down,

Afraid of the future and what might come on.

With the fruits of love lost

And the secure green cover all washed

My tree feels all alone

In this world so forlorn.

But faith in the almighty still holds strong

No matter how confused or lonely it will still fight to survive all along!!