My Lost Love

You gave me everything I ever wanted,

I always thought I was getting more than I deserved

I was so grateful to god that he gave me you

But I never said that I was leaving you!!

You made me feel special you made me feel great

And for all of that I love you till date

I never got bored my feelings never faded

You were very special for me

Are even now and will always be, this will not change.

I know my words seem hollow I know they seem frail

but they come from my heart, I wish you could tell.

I noe that I’ve hurt you, I noe I’ve caused u so much pain

But that was never my intent and today I feel so much ashamed

I am still the same girl u fell in love with nuthin in me has changed

All that has changed is your love and feelings for me

And its your perspective that has changed.

I wish I cud do something to make things as they were

But I feel so helpless alone and so shattered!!

Each pain that your heart suffers pierces daggers in mine

Never before have I experienced such pain in my life.

I noe u hate me I noe u don’t want me anymore

But dis heart still holds on refusing to let go.

I wish I could show you how much I love you..

But I’ve lost my chance and wont get another go.